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(500) Days Of Summer-Music From The Motion Picture
By Soundtrack
Vagabond by Wolfmother
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It's half-past 4 and...

...i had to send a couple of emails.

I can't log into my other account. Tried changing the password, but when i sign in, i get the Xanga Site Status page. Goddammit.

Oh, and things are looking mighty fine today [despite my shitty/sluggish mood and the desire to act like a total bitch in front of everyone for no apparent reason. hormones, maybe? it's that time of the month lol].

i dropped about 3 pounds, bringing me to 112-ish.
and i lost 2 inches from all over. so i'm at 32-26 [25 if i suck it in]-35.

also, hung out with a college buddy; we had tea and some burgers and more tea while we talked about how things are with us lately. he was also asking for some advice regarding his thesis [he's taking up fashion design. and he's straight as a ray of light. XD]

in other news, the MidKnighters went late-night swimming. i didn't go. :<
they were kind enough to update me with what was happening. lol.

i'll post pics or whatever later on. for now, i leave you with this:

...because i'm finally sleepy. it's 5am now.
[yeah, i see faces in inanimate objects...most especially cars. :D it's one of my quirks.]

see what i mean? :D
500 Days of MidKnight

My friends are teh Awesomezorz.

Bonus pic: my car, photomanip'd and gave it a watercolor-ish treatment:

Been busy with work.
Got a bit cranky lately.
Watched 500 Days of Summer for the 3rd time last night.
Going on a date with a friend later.
Tomorrow, I've got events and trippings to do.
Getting skinnier by the day. 26 inch waistline y'all!

:]
z3r0

I should have replied 'Who's this? You're not listed in my phone book' instead of telling him where costumes are available. Figures, he wasn't going to invite me anyway.

He never will. I was slightly hoping he would, though, and take me to meet his friends and stuff like that. But what am I to him?

Nothing.

FML.

pardon the drama. i need somewhere to vent.

*sigh* guys. [rolls eyes]
1234

Some stuff from a recent photoshoot.

ciao guyse. <3
Currently
A Weekend in the City
By Bloc Party
Cain Said To Abel [B-Side]
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A Weekend in the City

Haven't been online last weekend; How's everyone been?

Lotsa stuff happened over here; i've been to a couple of events [the Komikon and the BMWCCP 8th anniversary :D], hung out with friends, went shopping at a bazaar, heard about a robbery/shootout at one of my favorite malls [you can check the article here for more details.]...

PHOTOBOMB!

it's also my boss' birthday today :D

i've got some new stuff on my chictopia too.

^ found that quirky little clockwork necklace
[it's an actual old watch!] at the
Bead Shop; Handmade with love. :D

^ me and my friend nikka at the Komikon.
Yes, i date geeks. haha!
and i love nikka's shirt.

^ my dog. thankfully she was being cooperative
when i put the headband on her lol :D

^ me and my officemates [the usual suspects]

okay, iconwhores and picfreaks. here you go! :D
Pizza night

Waiting for the Pizza; took it out for the boys back at the office.

^ i discovered that i have biceps at that moment. HAHA!

ONE 2X2" SQUARE OF PIZZA FOR ME. YAY!
Messages with Nothing [written] in them

2.

Lucky leather jacket and my fave scarf :D
plus the new purse i bought.

more @ http://www.chictopia.com/eigengrau

<3 peace out lovelies.

^me and my friends; i'm the one with the cutout peeptoe booties

^i carry this little piece of the cardboard cup protector
around in my purse as a little reminder.
Currently
Beautiful Machines - Philippine Tagalog Music CD
Dulo Ng Dila
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Tip of my tongue

I was hoping for a date last night.

He was in town.

Waited til midnight for his text message saying 'hey, let's hang out...i'll pick you up' or something like that.

it never came.

he hung out with a friend.

i just can't shake the feeling he's seeing someone else. idk. i must be imagining things.

i hope i am.

i feel like shit.
In other news, my friend gave me some of her Magic Coffee. Plus some herbal meds lol.

here's hoping they work.

Also, Maple Bacon this morning was a killer. D:

^i love his shirt!!!!
Chictopia

Finally, mustered enough courage to post some stuff on chictopia.
Here's what i'm wearing now <3

check it out:
http://www.chictopia.com/eigengrau
Currently
Capsule
By Capsule
Glider Remix
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Glider <3

あの日から僕の心にも
[Ano hi kara boku no kokoro ni mo
大切な変わらないものが
Taisetsu na kawaranai mono ga
気分はハイ言葉はきっとグライダー
Kibun wa hai kotoba wa kitto glider
大体いっつも飛んでるみたいだ
Daitai ittsumo tonderu mitai da
大体いっつも飛んでるみたいだ
Daitai ittsumo tonderu mitai da
結局僕らは生きてるみたいだ
Kekkyoku bokura wa ikiteru mitai da]

Since that day, There has been
Something precious, unchanging in my heart too
My feelings are high
Words are surely a glider
I feel like I'm flying
Ah, from a distant place
I can't pray
For you
Come here
I want to be with you
I want to be with you

~Glider by Capsule [the song is somewhere in my posts back a month ago]

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- Birthday: 5/11/1987
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